Tuesday, July 3, 2007

My World

Happy 3rd of July!!!!!!!!!!! Things are not getting off to a bang for the 4th this year. Jim and I are off from work. The day we had planned has started to unravel. Cheryl's mom passed away. We will be going to the funeral home tomorrow night. I think it is a relief for them in some way. She has lingered these 3 years without knowing them. Julie's wedding is this weekend. That was already a strain on her. Now a funeral before her daughters wedding. Jim was to be off the 4th and work days the 5th and 6th. Not to be. He must stay on 2nd shift. We went to counseling last week. I felt that was really a good beginning to identifying some of our marital problems, but Jim does not want to go back. I'll bet he would if I payed for all the visits. Ribs are smelling good. I hope they are not too dry. Back later.

Tuesday, June 26, 2007

We're home

Well, here we are safely back at home. Already back at work. Whew! The stuff hit the fan Sunday morning Jim and Rocky had words over a fork, which escalated!!! She was getting a plane home. I was crying and shaking. Jim was pouting and fuming. Kyle was confused and trying to comfort Roxana. Jim had another blow up Monday morning at me. Over Sunday mornings issues with Roxana. I wnet for a drive and to talk with our pastor. I came home and told Jim I wanted a divorce. I could not take his anger outburst any more. The outbursts are getting closer and more rediculous all the time. He has no self control at all. The pastor came over for 2 hours last evening and we are going to counseling. He told Jim he needed some anger mangement. I am anxious to see how this turns out.

Friday, June 15, 2007

June 15, 2007

Today was my last day to work before vacation. Wow! I still have not realized I am free of work for 10 whole days. I am happy we are going to DC. I hope we can all get along well in the car for so many hours. Jim has such a short fuse. Rocky may just let him have it if he gets out of line. That would be ok if we were not so far from home. I have pants to hem and dishes to wash and laundry to do. The never ending joys of life....